Bleeding pooping

Blood in stoll..or dalam bahasa kasar dia, bleeding while pooping/shitting and existence of blood in feces. I've had this thing for a long time now..i thought that it was nothing as it doesn't seem serious and the thing occurs rarely. but..for a couple of days now, i noticed that more blood is coming out while I was pooping n i thought "damn, whats goin on in there?" today, more blood came out than usual and I was a lil bit freaked out so I decided to do some searching and here's an article that I found:

Causes of Blood in Stool

Blood in the stool means there is bleeding somewhere in your digestive tract. Sometimes the amount of blood is so small that it can only be detected by a fecal occult test (a test to check for hidden blood in the stool).  At other times it may visible on toilet tissue or in the toilet after a bowel movement as bright red blood. Bleeding that occurs higher up in the digestive tract may make stool appear black and tarry.  

Possible causes of blood in stool include:

Diverticular disease. Diverticula are small pouches that project from the colonwall. Usually diverticula don't cause problems, but sometimes they can bleed or become infected.

Anal fissure . A small cut or tear in the tissue lining the anus similar to the cracks that occur in chapped lips or a paper cut. Fissures are often caused by passing a large, hard stool and can be painful.

Colitis . Inflammation of the colon. Among the more common causes are infections or inflammatory bowel disease.

Angiodysplasia. A condition in which fragile, abnormal blood vessels lead to bleeding. 

Peptic ulcers . An open sore in the lining of the stomach or duodenum, the upper end of the small intestine.  Many peptic ulcers are caused by infection with a bacterium called Helicobacter pylori (H. pylori). Long-term use or high doses of anti-inflammatory drugs such as aspirin, ibuprofen, and naproxen can also cause ulcers.

Polyps or cancer. Polyps are benign growths that can grow, bleed, and become cancerous. Colorectal cancer is the third most common cancer in the U.S. It often causes bleeding that is not noticeable with the naked eye.

Esophageal problems. Varicose veins of the esophagus or tears in the esophagus can lead to severe blood loss. 

A black, tarry stool is likely an ulcer or other problem in the upper part of the digestive tract. Bright red blood or maroon-colored stools usually indicate a problem in the lower part of the digestive tract such as hemorrhoids or diverticulitis.

As for the time being, mine is red blood and maroon-coloured stools..so that means there's a problem with my lower part of the digestive system.

I am afraid of what it might be..i don't want any of those..especially, CANCER. Maybe when I have free time, I'll go for a check up..

Feelings..

Puhh..puhh..puhh! pergh..what a dusty blog i got here..dah lama x update. Ok today I decided to update my blog because I'm feeling  so happy today :) The topic? Feelings..hehe. This is the day where I experience major types of feelings. 1st of all..waking up feeling hyped and energetic while making breakfast and taking a bath. Then..comes the road rage..oh the madness..imagine that you are in a hurry and suddenly at a place that you  expect to no be jammed up, suddenly packed with lots of effing lorries. Tau2 je lah lorry macam mana kan? panjang, lembap, besar..kene pulak kat tol pulak tu..memang masak ah.. Then I decided to take another route..only to realise that the jammed route was heading towards another way..not to the road I was gonna take. Shit happens man..my mistake for being impatient. I had to head back to Klang and go back to NKVE..other than jam, being slow is one thing, a smart tag with a low battery is another..man that sucks, you have to reverse in order to get the card to be read if the process failed at 1st try. Its ok if no one is behind you, but of there is a driver behind you, surely you will be honked..lagilah tension. Arrived at destination..the moment you finally gonna meet someone who has been lingering in your mind and missing for about a month..that anger automatically goes away. The effect this person brings..nice :D Went out, talked about lot of things, movies, race arcade (this is one of my most fav. part :D) dah dicabar en? race je la..haha..but not bad for 1st try..hehe, it is just so nice you know? ;p Then wanted to install antivirus but there was no current..and I had to stay at her house (a nice one; I can adapt) for a while..so nervous I tell you, but of course..very happy at the same time. So yeah..a walk around the neighbourhood,  to the back of the house, talked with the family..not really awkward as I thought it would be. You see, it was suppose to be hot there..but yeah..I didn't felt it (well, actually lambat rasa panas..huhu) ni just sebab rasa happy la kan..benda yg kecik tros ignore..haha. Took some pictures, tapi ada orang tu delete..xpelah..dalam otak ada..hehe. This is just my happiest day :D (Feelings that I felt today; 30% hyped, 20% mad, 50% happy ^.^v)

Useless me

Yeah, useless..that's the word, the perfect word to describe me. Kenapa useless? well..org xkn cari aku to solve their probs, sbb diorang tau, aku x leh n x tau nak buat apa, mcm mne nak solve masalah diorang n tolong diorang. Tapi yg aku ni pulak, bila ada problem..cari orang utk mintak advice, then boleh lah gak selesai kan. Diorang yg aku slalu cari ni adalah org2 yg aku syg, family, friends n more. But I always feel bad about myslef sbb x dpt tolong diorang, asyik diorang je tolong aku..when is my turn? bila n mcm mne aku nak tolong diorang? aku tau, aku ni x reti nak pujuk, klw bagi advice pon...kdng2 xkne dengan keadaan or lagi truk, xleh nak paham apa masalah diorang sebenarnya. benda ni dari dlu lagi, aku still xdpt nak ubah diri aku utk jd org yg useful, instead aku jadi useless, n membebankan orang lain. Aku fed-up mcm ni, xleh nak tolong org, kesian tp xleh nak tolong...well, isn't that just fucked up? rse mcm nak hilangkan diri je .Last2 jd beban kt orang lain..n it's depressing that way, I've always felt depressed..cme level depression je naik turun. "OTL *aku buat ni sbb dh boring sgt, tp at the same time..mls nak kluar..so, blog je lah*

Nasi Bujang - UiTM Arau student style (Re; zoneforone's post)

As in ZONEFORONE's recent blog post....he talked about his nasi bujang and the cost. Well now, it's my turn...haha. Broke or not...outside or inside campus...the meal here are affordable. As in the pix above...there is nasi berempah, spicy curry mixed kuah (kinda like nasi kandar punya kuah), veges, fried chicken, and liver ( I don't eat liver actually but it comes with the vege..what can I do) All of that only cost at RM3.50...the same as Wan's Nasi Bujang...hehehe XP. Its delicious, got plenty of rice, rich in spices, and cheap.

That is all for my version of Nasi Bujang...hehehe XP

Trip To Kelantan-Terengganu: Day 3

Day 3....from Terengganu, return to Shah Alam and fly to Arau

Ok, so I've told you the kinda "horny" 1st day in Terengganu, now the 2nd part in Terengganu. Woke up, wash up, pack.....off to brunch. Had nasi goreng with fried egg and mixed rice.. It was delicious and cheap! >.< the fried chicken was heaven man.....haha. Then went to a keropok lekor losong store, I was the only one who stayed in the car because I was too full, the rest filled themselves with keropok lekor. But then my dad wanted to buy something but that place was really crowded at that time and it took him an hour and a half to pay...and that didn't made me happy. Plan was to go back by 12...and arrive at Shah Alam at about 8pm, but since we departed at 2.30....and had to stop by my annoying auntie's house to give some new clothes and keropok lekor...we arrived in Shah Alam by 12 midnight, dropped by at Burger King *was heaven man* . Got home and  unload things from the car. Pack my clothes...slept about at 1.30 am. Woke up at 7, shower, clothes on and drove my lovely cute Byakuni (Mazda 2, full name - Taeyeon Byakuni) to the airport. Check in and had Subway's Steak and Cheese for breakfast...again....it was heavenly...ah~~~ XD

While waiting for my flight, a group of 3 girls who're waiting their flight to Terengganu asked me to take their pix..so I did. They also looked nice and cute as 2 of em are chinese looking...ahah. Then noticed that at the next seat there's a chinese looking girl and it was a coincidence that she also waiting for the same flight as I am.

9.10am depart from Subang airport and off to Alor Star airport. Took a taxi to UiTM Arau, Perlis and found out that the chinese looking girl is in the same campus as mine and her college is very near to mine....hahaha, coincidence much? hehehe....

and that is all...buhbye~

Trip To Kelantan-Terengganu: Day 2

Day 2 of the trip, woke up early, get prepared, ate breakfast (delicious btw) then straight to Terengganu which is 2hours away but felt more than 2hours. Arrived at Kuala Terengganu and stop by at at Keropok Lekor Losong store. Then straight to a hotel which is RM100 per night (thats cheap). Go for lunch, rest, dinner *nothing interesting really. But here's the good part, while we were shopping, I spotted a hot chinese girl wearing a black baby T inner with a red cardigan and a red hot pants and spotted her white bra. Now guys, don't tell me that's not hot....well, you might say it because you guys didn't get to see it......HAHAHAHA!!! XD Ok, that is the first, the second I saw in the building and they are sisters! Dont know whether they are twins or not but their faces were similarly cute and both were wearing green short sleeve T and got chinese faces (mix I guess). It was hot inside the building, both sisters were there, only one kept their sleeves in place and another rolled em up. They were cute and hot, plus the temp in there adds the hotness....wah~~~~  now here's the best part *for me at least* xp. The rolled up sleeve sister went in front of her sister and thennn.......her sister blew her sister's boobs/breast/wohoos wtv you wanna call em and mind you that they both got perfect breasts, kampeki! And I was like "wow!" cant help but to look....KIMOCHI indeed XD I think she was trying to cool her sister's breasts or something? I dont know.....but it was really hot~~ xp. Then get back to the hotel and rest....the end....for the day....will continue post Day 3 of the trip. Chiaossu~

Trip To Kelantan-Terengganu: Day 1

Day 1 of our trip to Kelantan-Terengganu. Depart from home at 2AM *kening kening* and go straight to the highway, its been a very long time since I went to Kelantan so memories about it kinda blurr.... =.= Got nothing to do, I do my assignment in the car...type away~

Then we arrived at Bandar Gerik, Perak (well, its actually between Perak and Kelantan, but most people say its in Perak) There, we meet my uncle's n aunt's family, had breakfast together and continue our journey. Then we had our stop at the highest highway in Malaysia (dono where coz was blur n just woke up LOL)

And.....finally we arrived in Kelantan and found a homestay at 1.30pm. Then because of assignments I have to complete, I stayed in the room alone while others go somewhere to go shopping. Thought they weren't gonna be long, but they were and here I was starving to death. Practically didn't eat since breakfast and finally had dinner at 10.30 pm (nasib baik nasi goreng kampung dia sedap n banyak..puas hati lah gak ;p)

So I guess that is all and tomorrow morning will be day 2 of our trip, next destination----> Terengganu. Oh yeah...did I mention that I slept abut 85% out of the whole journey here to Kelantan? yeap....